Buried within words soaked in false compassion. heart blackened to no avail i cut empty veins. searching for a means to end this affliction. i never set out to be the martyr. love delivers the deepest cut. as you choke on your blood. i'm thanking stars life hangs in the balance. and i press your lips. i understand your ways. but i do not accept. impaling you with shards, love will lay down it's pretty head to everylasting sleep. fall back into my arms and forget today happened. let those tears wash away the evil within you. close off the world. my emotions have died i fear. and i deplore. i'm sorry it had to be this way. but you did this to yourself. i've suffered again and again. i've suffered... anhedonia. and i plan to someday see happiness. angel look into my eyes. know that i once adored you. this passion still burns but yours has died. i'm sorry it had to be this way. hold your breath.... look into my eyes... and it all fades.. close (close your eyes). i won't let you see it coming. i at least care this much. close your eyes... and you fade...